Awkward And Devastated, by A VOID (2024)

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I've had to sit on my troublesLower the head and belittleI couldn't understandYou too could get carried awayBodies Are DumbBodies Are DumbBodies Are DumbI've had to blow out the candlesPromised myself and you I'd handleSo many years ahead Of what we're about to liveBodies Are DumbBodies Are DumbThey betray...Bodies Are DumbYeahBodies Are Dumb.. yeah yeah yeahAnd I'm so dumb I forgive everyoneI don't have pretty intentionsWhen did you realiseWhen did you realiseWhen did you realiseWhen did you rea LIESWhen did you rea LIESWhen did you rea LIESWhen did you rea LIES LIES LIES LIES LIES LIES Didn't we build ourselves on trust?And we're insane but not subjects to lustOh barely stained with invisible inkThat's not enough to make us sinkDeep down in the sea

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I can't go on I don't wanna playHow can you make me feel this waySo you've been questioning every word I sayThat'd be cool if you could hush and listen one dayWe're gonna rule the world there's just a lack of trustCome on, when I say "me" I mean "us"And when I find my means you say it's dangerousThat the earth doesn't spin round and the moon makes us crazyShe Threw Her Baby From the 7th FloorShe Threw Her Baby From the 7th FloorShe f*cking Threw Her Baby From the 7th FloorShe Threw Her Baby From the 7th FloorI wanna cry but I can't complain Because he doesn't like a girl who feels useless painAnd yet I'm scared to talk and increase the feverSo I just let him dream inside his castle of cloversShe Threw Her Baby From the 7th FloorShe Threw Her Baby From the 7th Floor(Face it) She Threw Her Baby From the 7th FloorShe Threw Her Baby From the 7th FloorSlowly I learn to accept and concileBecause this is our fateI never asked to belong to this world that will disintegrateAnd so you think it's all okay I will not fall apartBroken and begging for a handJust focus on your artBaby why won't you understandI see who you areAnd from the start I've had to fight with demons in my headThey have me paralysed and scared of what's outside my bedUnder a blanket of denial please come layYou don't mean everything I make you tellBut that's okayyeahShe Threw Her Baby From the 7th FloorShe Threw Her Baby From the 7th FloorShe f*cking Threw Her Baby From the 7th FloorShe Threw Her Baby From the 7th Floor

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I, I relyOn the others to pace my vibesAnd I let all my hurts outsideFor a whileI train and ignore realityWhen reality's my scalp,It gets all the liceAnd I'm too lazy to just cure myselfAwkward and Devastated (head)If the ink is my bloodWell it got sucked inWhat's happened to your guts?They're just full of sh*tTake a stingTake a sting and plantGrow me like a treeAnd don't pretend to be surprisedWhen I don't getGreen as you wanted me to beYou can't rule what you create (hate)If the ink is my bloodWell it got sucked inWhat's happened to your gutsThey're just full of sh*tf*cking full of sh*tGross sh*tf*cking full of shiiiiitEveryone is playing along And me I'm always freaked outI need to spend more time aloneIt means far away from the crowdAnd though I know you are the oneCannot refrain my petty crapA hole wide opened in my soulI try and fill it up but it's eating me outIf the ink is my bloodWell it got sucked inWhat's happened to your gods?If the ink is my bloodWell it got sucked inWhat's happened to your guts?They're just full of sh*t(you can't rule what you create)f*cking full of sh*t(if the ink is my blood)Gross sh*t(Awkward and Devastated)f*cking full of sh*t(Awkward and Devastated)

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What do I doWhen you ditch me You ignore meYou make me feel like sh*tSelf-centered bitchSkip herShe's not happyShe's not interestingTeach me how to liveI just wanna feel secureAnd I can't stop cryingThat's my duty to water the graveOf a man I've never metTo water a countryOf my painMy feelingsMy EgoIs killing me and I don't want this Baby give me a chanceTo correct my flaws once againI wanna be perfect and locked foreverLocked in a rock

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Bullsh*t over bullsh*tI've lost my drive againI'm all over the place... aceAddicted to your sweet words and your belongingI can't replaceNo RestNo Rest No Rest for me x2Utterly brokenKeeping fading awayCompletely wastedI can't believe myselfUnstable and insecure I tryCreating like the only way to surviveHolding on to everything as if you died todayAll these lines I didn't writeNow they come chasing meNo Rest No RestNo Rest for me x2The music was so loudSo loud that I can't hear the thoughts inside my headThe whispering voicesSilence violatedCan't risk to denyResponsibilities lie for you to takeCaught up into choicesIt's not my place to makeI wish I was more like youDisregard and pass on throughI wish I had a clueOf what I'd get myself intoI wish I was more like youDisregard and pass on throughI wish I had a clueOf what I'd get myself intoNo Rest No Rest No Rest for me

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Way out against my violent drivesSomewhere we always have to pretend we're alrightI'm sad I don't have someone to witness my life and say"She's holy"Up to youSpread yourselfBring me toYour painI'm called the destroyerI am the left oneI beg when I sufferWhy would you, would you, would you bring me down?Bring me downWashed myself of all of my losses Until I'm able to rot my things againFight monotony by making drama from nothingI'm glad to Start againThat gameI'm called the destroyerI am the left oneI beg when I sufferWhy would you, would you, would you bring me down?Bring me downBring me downBring me downBring me down...

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Stay in bed all dayBut I can never sleepI'm tired to playIt makes me sad and weakIt's raining on ParisMy lips are dried I can't pleasure myself cause I just wanna cryAnd I won't change my flawsFor someone who doesn't careYou're gonna taste my clawsCause how you act it's not fairIt's harder than it seemsFor me to not have you there You live inside a dreamI'm running through a nightmareYou try to pull me up to make me catch some airBut I'm a f*cking bitch and all I want is breathing yoursAnd I won't change my flawsFor someone who doesn't careYou're gonna taste my clawsCause how you act it's not fairIt's harder than it seemsFor me to not have you there You live inside a dreamI'm running through a nightmareI'm running through a nightmareI'm running through a nightmare!!!

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I told you I wasn't worth itTo save you from a hurricaneWhen I lose myselfI always make the same mistakesShe lost her way for a loverTell happy birthday to the queen of cloverNo I wasn't meWhen I'm too high you better leaveYou better leave meNo one's more used to lonelinessAnd I don't need you to call the doctorI know how, how to manage my angerAnd I dare you to come down, you wankerYou fear love like a pig fears a butcherHerOh you're a hopeless caseHazeOh do it for yourself ElfOh do it for your little fan baseA child's been kidnapped And torn into smithereensLease an arm to the motherRent a foot to his friendsYour uncle the jokerWill get caught in the endI get carried awayWhen everything's so wonderfulI get carried awayI get carried awayI became invisibleI got so much to learnAnd grow out ofAnd I've put myself in such a terrible positionImpose my lawsImpose my emotionsCut open wideI love you so much I'd dieSafer to close your eyesTo not face the pain that I hideI told you I wasn't worth itTo save you from a hurricane

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You can keep slandering That's the way I'm picking to get strongRepeating not to care about the pieces of my lungsAnd I'm a monster of highness As she pisses on your tongueI will compel you to complain And I wont wait for too longAnd I'm the right queen you're the wrong oneI'll make you sparkle but I won't share my crownAnd I beg for more and still unsatisfiedAll that I ask for is just TimeUtter timeMy blood infected by the crimeAnd you left me the time to regret nothingThey said I was gong insane and expected me to grow upOh get a whole redemption despite nothing to saveBut I'm pretty enough only when I give upAnd my heart's like a stone that I put on your graveAnd I'm the right queen you're the wrong oneOh weeping at your feet but I won't share my crownAnd I beg for more but I'm never aliveEverything around here aims atPrideOh that's my prideIt's worth your tears that I tore outAnd I'm pleased to come downWhen I see you're witheringAnd I'm the right queen, you f*ckerInto my arms you fade fasterAnd I'm the one who climbs the crowdAnd I'll stay here until you readThose linesI'm not sorry for who I amI cherish myself all the timeAnd I don't give a sh*t

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A roseIt fadesIt doesn't Prevent Small things unintentionally make you cryWhen it didn't mean to hurt at allSo sad I couldn't see the sun shine on your faceA roseIt fadesIt doesn't get a chance to sayGoodbyeOhh yeahI understand you got issuesAnd I have mine Don't you know Erase this sorrow from your eyesIt's only making us slowEmbrace the now and sanctifyAll that you push yourself forBefore you fly awayWhen you're mad and you don't know what to doBut the choice is yours, don't you knowForget that you don't have a clueWhen no one's ever doubted soAnd somewhere newYou find this pressure is goneYou see there're ways to fight and to protestInfinite sorrowRelentlessnessStep up, don't get caught in your own darknessEasier for me to say,I guessBefore it shoots us dead

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At this point, nothing's newBoredom ignores all will to cureAnd my arms, they're blueThey caught you billion timesNow they're all bruised and soreBefore you spoil the funLay it down on the paperMake it feel like it don't matterNow that the hurt is doneJust try and make it betterAppreciate what you have until it's goneSuch things can't last foreverIf you keep pushing them awayHow can you bring someone toTheir most pitiful state of miserable anxietyNever valueProgress and risk-taking for a better futureAnd you know what to doWhether you fight and you believeOr keep on dreaming for the day they'll free youI ain't a stupid bitch neither a hopeless liarChoke on the blood of your enemyEnjoy the floor and the alchemyGotta come up with something newChase after feelings that are pureOr pursue the path they have set for youAnd then self-prophesize your own misadventuresYou live up to what you screwTime goes by quicker when you allow the distraction to consume youYou think you're doing greatYou're a f*cking disasterI'm afraid of you when I'm not thereI find it asphyxiatingI doubt you would doBut if you dare I swear I'll Crawl on my knees, untilUntil you prove me again You are my best friendShall I drift away or pay for thy mistakes?

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Take up with the wordThis long time lost friend avoided meNow I have nothing to doBut crawling amongst your remainsAnd I'm laying there on our bedNothing to calm my gasping heart Nothing to keep this pain awayYou tore our little world apartAnd I'm laying there on our bed Nothing left for you to exploreNothing left for you to ignoreWho the hell do you think you are?Selfish motherf*ckerTo reopen my scarsYou're such a promise breakerAnd all these things to annihilateSmother the fire we have grownYou'd rather suffer on your ownI'd rather with youHow do I take a step aheadWhen I have no reason to liveAnd now I'm sentenced to forgive You till I dieSwallow the hits and give me fiveHold your chin up and take a step aheadFeeling my guts like no one elseWho the hell do you think you are?Selfish motherf*ckerTo reopen my scarsYou're such a promise breaker